I don’t know what I said
It went something like this
A burning itch down in my feet it shot up to my chest
I felt it fill my lungs
Made it's way out to my tongue
And by the time it left my mouth my gums were housing liquid bone
I know I’ve got a home, I know I’m not alone,
It’s just that I don’t know where it is or if I can go.
I tried to do the math; tried to calculate the path.
But the equation for a home is rotten wood and broken glass.
Please just stay tonight. Yes, I know we’ll fight,
It’s just that if you go then I know I won’t be alright.
But if you leave instead, then I’ll lie here in bed
and sleep until I dream of being dead.
Something important
Happens to you every day,
But you can’t see it.
You’re blind
And you’re shrouded.
Nothing is perfect,
But you surround yourself with failures
Intentionally
Concentrating;
Contemplating.
Overwhelming.
I can’t stand myself.
My ears bleed
When you’re near me.
I can’t hear you;
Can’t hear myself think.
I can’t feel you under my skin
I just feel
Your sediments
Slowly trickle in.
I won’t go outside,
I won’t go outside
Since you stole from me.
Since you stole my will,
Since you stole my will
I have nothing left.
I now have nothing,
I now have nothing left
For you to take from me.
I now have nothing left.
I won’t go outside.
I won’t go out.
Quite possibly the most full-on album I've ever listened to. Intense, and then some. 'Digital Tarpit' could describe both the track and the whole album: high-pitched guitar squeals that make your fillings itch coupled with merciless, suffocating heaviness. The Avenell-esque vocals top it off perfectly.
Brilliant - punishing, but brilliant. jim_fuego
Estonian experimental recorder Man Rei creates witchy, whispery compositions built out of urban field recordings & meditative vocal samples. Bandcamp New & Notable Jun 18, 2020
the album that started my obsession, some of their finest work. solid base with vaporwave ideas compounded with that DDS touch and nice experimentation TurnsIntoWine